Big Brother 8
Mood:  celebratory
I found out last night that Big Brother was beginning the application process for next summer.  I have been waiting for this for over a year.  I am so excited.  I tried to get on big brother 6 but i did not even get to the interveiw. Now I have soooo many things I want to do before next summer.  First I really need to lose about 20 lbs.  Maybe 30 because TV adds 20.  I think my chances are better if i look good. If anyone reads this, (yeah right) I need some advice on what I should put on my 2 Minute video.  I really want to stand out this time.  I have wanted to be on this show for 6 years now.  I can't even explain how badly I want to be on this show.  No one I know thinks I will make it but I know I can prove them wrong.  My mom is worried that I will get on TV and she dosen't want to watch me.  My boyfriend tells me I would lose even if I did make it and that he could care less whether I do or not.  It really hurts when someone you love so much tells you they don't care if you get to live out your dreams.  Oh well, 7 years of that kind of desensitizes you.  Maybe 5 years ago I might have cried when he told me that but not now.  Anyway i will keep you informed on my progress but I need to go now.